Venting :)

Okay, so I really wish I had the finances to move out right now.  I am getting so frustrated with my dad treating me as if I’m my brother’s age!!!  I’m almost 20 and I have lived semi-on my own before.  I think I know how to work on schoolwork (finish my Berean…can’t right now because I need to get my laptop checked out before I trust myself to save anything on it), make my own decisions, form my own opinions, etc.  It seems like he is always trying to start some sort of argument, sometimes over the stupidest things!!!  I have my suspicions as to why because he’s starting to act like he used to again towards everyone in our household.

Another thing that is really starting to bug me is the fact that he tells my brother and me not to do something, but he does it himself!  An example of this is interrupting.  I try not to, but my brother has a slight habit of it.  My dad actually just yelled at him for not having better manners and interrupting him while he was talking to my mother.  The thing is if I’m talking to her within earshot of him and he wants to read her something or show her something he will interrupt me (even if what I have to say is more important than what he has to say/wants to show).  When I say something about it he gets on to me for interrupting him (despite the fact that HE interrupted ME!!!!) or says, “you can just wait a minute.”  This is just one example of many.

I am seriously getting so sick and frustrated from it!!!  I love my dad, but I honestly think it would be best if I didn’t have to live in the same house as him.  I sat down and worked out my budget the other night, and I won’t have the money to actually move out until August (which is when I was originally planning).  Okay, so this helped a tad, but I’m gonna go for a drive or something…I have a bunch of built up frustration and driving helps   I may even call one of my friends to come with me so I can have a shoulder to cry some angry tears on…lol.  Anyways, thanks for reading this post.

My first blog

Okay, so this is my first blog on here   I have so much I would like to say, but I’m really too tired right now.  Really tiring day at work today, although I love my job.    I will try to write out some thoughts during nap time tomorrow and post them tomorrow night, but it all depends on what class I’m in and what time youth church gets out.  That reminds me…I’m gonna be at the church all day tomorrow.  I’ll be working from 10-6 and then I have church after that until 9ish.  Although this week there will not be any Buffalo Wild Wings after church…I don’t have any money and I don’t want someone to pay for me again PLUS I would rather go home and sleep   lol.  Anyways, that’s it for this blog…

Keia