Abiz206’s thoughts on life

It’s getting hard to keep coming out with more controversial blog posts, but here’s another one.

In the title, I bet you thought I meant life. No, no I didn’t. Why? Becuase so many of us live a lie.  We all take part in a grand masquerade, wearing out smiling masks, to cover our scarred faces.  Our masks smile, our gloves wave, but a tear runs down our faces.  Some of us dance under the cloak of religion, twirling it fast to hide their bruised bodies. Other cower behind a shield of power, hiding their face in a mask.

We all waltz away, hiding our problems, and blind to others.  Some of the dancers wear long, flowing sleeves  to hide the deep gashes on the wrists. And the band plays on.  Others cover venomous lips in waxy lipstick. And the dancers dance on.

Do we dare take off our masks?

I don’t like Christians. Why? Becuase that is a religion. Religions are flawed, religions are corrupt, becuase anything a human makes is corrupt. You have a faith? That’s a different story. Suddenly, you’ve gone beyond your little whitewashed church walls, and thought about God, morality, and ethics out if there. Faith is following a answers, religion is following someone elses answers. Now, do I want people to act on faith alone? No.Blind faith is what kills us, and otherts. You faith is the most important part in yuor life, don’t just accept it!

    People naturally will either love religion or hate it. For some, religion is the best thing ever. They were raised into it, never questioned it, never wondered if God is more than just what this little group of human’s say, if God is more than just what we can stick in our megachurches. Once you do, and once you’ve started to look for answers, then you have a faith. The disciples might have found answers, I don’t know. The pope might have found the answers, and quite simply, Saddahm may have found the answers. I’m not saying that there are different answers. No, there can only be one answer, for the whole world. Not to search for that answer, not to question, not to wander, is the worst thing someone can do. Wanderers, travelers, seekers, are the brilliant ones. Not the ones who pretend to know the answers. I don’t have the answers, maybe you found the answer, maybe you think you’ve found the answer. Maybe no one has yet. But God’s out there, and he’s the answer. What’s the question? That’s for you to find as well. Life’s a adventure, live it like one. Be the hero, find the treaure. The treasure of all treasures is answers. Answers are the most powerful thing out there.

Dracula-Bram Stoker     Man, I loved this book. Written as a journal, with a narrator, it reads like an old fashioned Dekker/Stephan King novel

Party up front…-Family Force 5     I was really dissapointed with this one, but I did like Love Addict and a few others

Soccer   I have got to practice more if I want to make the HS team.

Boneman’s Daughters-Ted Dekker  I loved this book!!!! So amazing!!!! GO! buy it now, foolish mortals! haha, I’ve gotten about ten people at my school wanting to read it now.

Storm the Gates of Hell-Demon Hunter   I think this is a sweet CD, I especially loved follow the Wolves and carry me down

So this post got a TON of spam, so I deleted that, and am posting it again.

108 spam comments though, kinda proud I attract that much attention

What happened to free thinking?
Like some friends, I’ll read that stuff to understand it, not just think about it from prejudiciced friends, Christian review people, or my parents thoughts.
I read the book, and yes, there were un Christian parts, but its mainly anti-Church, which you know, with the way the church is now makes a bit of sense.
From what I read though, the kids dont kill God, they kill an imposter, a dark angel in a way.

but the thing that really ticks me off is that people think that they can talk about something they barely know about, or have just read reviews of, and call it evil, or say its bad.
Thats like asking someone whos lactose intolerant how milk tastes, then talking about milk only based on that person.
Instead, taste milk, ask that lactose intolerant person, a dairy worker, and someone who loves milk.
Then Ill respect your opinions.

I read the Davinci Code, thought the writing sucked, but I dont think it should be banned. The movie on the otherhand, I couldnt watch 5 minutes, before turning it off.
And the really stupid thing about what all these Christian reviewers and skeptics is the fact most seemed to have skipped over the message in front, where the author clearly states its ALL fiction, and even he doesnt believe it.
Hmm…
Maybe youre all over reacting?
Yeah, thats seems right.

“Oh, look, witch!
Burn her!”
Thats what it sounds like to me. We are making a modernized Salem witch trials, but burning books, not girls.

So please, if you want to say its bad, feel free, but READ THE BOOK FIRST.

post script-

I took a lot of fire posting this on the forum, so FYI, I am not insulting anyone.

Ok, so new little thing, I’m going to review music, and write about the songs, and meanings. I know I dont know exactly what the artist inteded, but I’ll put what I think.

Starting this week, I’ll review Phenomenon by Thousand Foot Krutch.

Phenomenon- This is the first song on the CD, and also shares the CD’s name. It seems to me like call to people to join him, and “Move to this phenomenom” I have to say, this was not one of my favorites,  a bit more rap than metal. But there are some cool lines on this track.

Step to me- This is one of my absolute favorite songs on this CD.  It sounds like a man yelling at the Devil, and calling out to God.

Last Words- I LOVE THIS SONG! The guitar sounds a bit weird, but that is the ONLY negative I can find. It is a man who committed suicide writing his last words, try to telling girlfriend to value life.

This is a call- A slower song, really cool. Its about people faking happiness, who really need a friend.

Rawkfist- A sweet rock song. Straight up music. just the way  I like it.

Faith love and Happiness- A song about how fakes, posers, and hyporcites, and how he just wants faith, love and Happiness.

I climb- I really like this song. Yeah, thats about the best I can say.

New design- Another great song. Its probably about a new Christian, but I also picture it as a song about an assassin. I dont know why, actually…

New Design/Break the silence/Bounce- Uh! All 3 of this songs make me sick. Ton of talent wasted. TFK, this is not your style!

Other than those 3, I strongly recomend this CD.

And to the readers: Im sorry I haven’t wrote as much, but most of the comments are spam now. So I’m wondering if you could say you read this blog, and if you could reccomend it to some friends. Thanks!

A change in our thoughts. In our hearts.

We need to speak up, we need to learn to hear.

We need to become heroes, but not leave the little guys behind.

We need to be strong, but sensitive.

This is a call to action. This is a plea to help.

Wow….

McCain, or Obama?

Both seem to be the wrong desicion. One wants “change”. For the worse? The other wants to “keep us on the path”. Umm, that cant be good…. I am a bit more for McCain, becuase he is pro-Iraq, and anti-abortion. Those both mean alot to me. I have had people I know serve in Iraq, and I believe we need to stick to our guns. And Im adopted, and if my mother had chosen abortion, I would have died.

 But really, I support my own party. anar-publican-ist

Anar(chy)-Becuase, hey, it would be more fun

(re)Publican- I support  most of the view points, and its my family’s choice

(Commun)ist- Its a perfect system, if it wasnt for corruption. And its fun to say. : )

So yeah, vote Anarpublicanist 08!

Comments? Who are you for?

And a bit off topic, but I heard from a certain reader that a whole school reads this blog. Did I hear right?

death
Current mood: depressed

Ok, so heres my deppressing outlook on life,and death.

Heres my really long thing on life…….Ok, not much to really say about life, I havent figured it out myself… Basiclly, when life gives you lemons, chuck um’ straight back at life and demand something better.

Death…..Here comes the fun part to write.

 Umm, fisrt, other peoples deaths.They’re dead, what are you going to do?Crying wont help a frickin bit, or killing yourself. So get over it. Im sorry, but truthfully, Ill cry with you, but them Im gonna slap you hard in the face and tell you to suck it up, and make them proud if they were alive still.

Killing people…well, murders bad, but theres defineently a difference in war, and murder. And if there is someone elses life at stake, Ill pull the trigger on anyone whos a threat.Killing people is never romantic. But you can fall in love with it.

So what is killing? You are taking away someones life, theyre soul(If thats something you believe in), and their mind. So bfore you kill someone, you really have to think about what youre doing. Do they deserve to die?

Ok, on my own death. I really hope for it to be quick, anything but disease. I would hate that. And it also would be worse for your family to see you slowly wither away…

I really want to die doing something honorable, something brave, something that Id be remebered by. Id really like to die in a war, that would be my prefered death.  I can promise you, Ill never commit suicide.Wheres the honor in that?

When they have a funeral, I dont want it to be a somber affair. just one that says hes gone now, deal with it, move on, and that Ill always be there in their hearts, or something sweet. Maybe like have a band play Amazing Grace on the bagpipes. (man, I love bagpipes, Id have to have one at my funeral, and my wedding)Then something that would be really cool is to have all the people bring something from the country that their ancestors lived in, and lay it by my coffin.

And then have a giant table full of donuts, caffiene, and pie.

My little view on life- Faith, Filth, and religion
Current mood: cynical

I believe that life is sort of like a game of monopoly. You go around the board a million times, and every roll you make, you take, you have a choice. You can choose to take the money , or take a get out of jail free card. If you take the card, you stop getting the money, but at the end of the game, you stay out of Jail .

Now, big shocker here, but I hate religion. Religion is what cuased so many horrible things, like the Crusades, witch Hunts, Jihads, and stupid scientists.

I believe that Christianity SHOULD NOT  be a religion, but a relationship with the Lord.Whats up with denominations? So they disagree on how you should sprinkle water. So frickin what?I really hate half of the “Christian” poplutaion. They are almost all pretenders, liars, rude, obnoxious, hypocrites, or just plain stupid. Religion in my mind is so much more about politics, showing off how “righeous” you are, and money.
OK, so if you look at any Christiand Band’s music videos on youtube, all the comments are just about how they are Christian, and how if youre not Christian, youll burn in Hell, and you shouldnt comment on the song or like it if your not a Christian.
Am I the only one who finds that really annoying?
Come on, not everything has to be propaganda or a Christian only thing.
Seriously, why cant we just let it rest?
It really turns off nonbelievers if you’re only telling them about how they’ll be eternally damned, and how they are unworthy….
What happened to love?

Ok, so Ive gotten out my feelings about “organised religion”, now time to talk about how I feel about other religions.

If you want to believe whatever it is you believe, thats cool. I think youre wrong, but hey, you dont care.

And seriously, I respect anyones opinions, as long as you’ll listen to other sides.

As long as you dont try to kill me, hurt my country, family, or try to get rid of my free speach, I dont have much against you.

   Now evolution really gets me though. Ok, look at this:

“In North America the black bear was seen by Hearne

swimming for hours with widely open mouth, thus catching,

like a whale, insects in the water. Even in so extreme

a case as this, if the supply of insects were constant,

and if better adapted competitors did not already

exist in the country, I can see no difficulty in a race of

bears being rendered, by natural selection, more and more

aquatic in their structure and habits, with larger and larger

mouths, till a creature was produced as monstrous as a

Charles Darwin, The Origin of Species (1859

Indiana Jones 5, the Shroud of Turin:

Random Cop-”Oh look! Its a shroud that looks like Jesus!!!”
other cop-”Oh no! The Nazis are going to steal it!”
“Why?”
” …I really dont know”

Nazi-”Now we have the Shroud!!!”

“Now what???”
Hitler-”Yay!!!A new Blankie!!!”
” Sir?”

*Indiana Breaks into castle, and disarms the Nazis*
Indy-”Hand it over, Hitler!”
Hitler-”Why?”
“Becuase obviously you’re going to do something bad with it!”
“Umm…I was, until I remembered its just fabric..”

“Oh..”

Indy-”We could use it as a cheese cloth! “

Hitler-” Ah yes..how deliciously evil..CHEESE!!!! “